this is something i've just noticed.
my dad and i work together for a photography studio. we're field technicians which means we have to drive to the locations of different clients (this sometimes adds up to four hours in the car on work days.) since i'm constantly requiring music wherever i am, you'd think i would put the radio on or hook up an ipod.
but i don't.
and since we're in this silent car together for hours at a time you'd think maybe we would talk. or laugh. or something.
but we don't.
we sit in silence for hours.
and it's not uncomfortable.
but it's not like how i remember comfortable silence. it's a completely new feeling.
like we don't need to talk.
like we already know what is going on with each other.
him and i are eerily similar, anyways. we're both robots.
really interesting. i've never been a family type of girl. i have tried my entire life to avoid the thought of family... just not the same as other teenagers. i never thought my parents were "lame" or "stupid." i just felt so indifferent. the feeling of "family" never appealed to me: so i rid myself of it.
maybe this is why i'm so lonely.
